I really do not like me sometimes. Like how I handle things…
Sometimes I feel like I just don’t know what “normal” is.
What does a “normal” relationship look like?
And why do I stay with people who devalue me?
Why am I afraid to say how I feel or what I am thinking? And when I do why does it come out a boggled mess?
Why do I allow the enemy to speak to me through people I love?
Why do I cling to people who obviously do not care if I am there or not?
Why do I justify their actions and their words… ?
Why does it break me?
How can I know the Word for everyone else, but to me… well, maybe it just doesn’t apply?
How can I believe that God is always here and yet I feel alone?
How can I place so much value on what could be?
I am so very tired of this!
Can you all pray for me, please?